today is a great great day........
went out with my junior in the afternoon and at night, went out with qijie and farmy!!!
Its been a long time since i last seen them..
seriously, these 2 guys are good friends of mine from JC.. though not the same class, but i somehow click with them and their class...
In the darkest moment of mine, they knew and stay by me though i did not breathe a single word to them...

haha... to think of it.. I'm being a bad friend for not informing them anything... Yet, they never failed to reach to me... I'm damn lucky to know them:) thankz guys...

Went dinner and out with them... went a bit crazy.. but well... that's how we are from last time til now... and it'll never change in the future.... I love you guys:)

I've been watching 超級星光大道.. veri interesting...
i like to watch people compete with each other, especially using whatever they can to achieve their dream.. Makes me excited and motivated.. Hopefully, I can be one of them:)

But dunnoe why i feel that the third season competitors the singing is not as good comparing the first 2..haha..

Sadz.. Cannot meet him for this week.. including weekends..

Every week.. i look forward to the weekends.. cause got him.. which makes me feel complete.. and relax..

My life is filled with anxiety, racing with time, 24hrs is not enough for me.. I need more time for him, work, studies, friends etc...

I need a break.. seriously... therefore, whenever i am with him.. it's a 'break' for me.. No need to think too much of other working stuff and fall into his embrace..

Sometimes,i feel that i should give him more.. but what can i give? He don't expect anything, yet i strangely hope that he could be more selfish.. but because he's selfless towards me, I hardly had any pressure to think about maintaining the relationship..

Disappointed that i cannot see him this weekend, but it's time for me to be more considerate..

Dear Dear.. must take care Horz:)

Seriously.... i feel like a bottle spilling milk... haha.. maybe i've bottled too many feeling and need somewhere to vent out my feelings..
Now to think of what happen recently.. it's realli amazing... life is realli a series of exciting journeys waiting for you..
i never thought my relationship would break, never thought that i'll be with him, never thought that love could be soo different, soo captivating...

Even if what ever happen last like a firework.. i'll never forget you.. i promise.. and OUR promise.. will never be broken unless the world come to an end..

thankz for being there for me always.. it's more than grateful... it's also something else..

it's been a long time since i have a blog... the last time i had is at friendster.. however, to erase some memories.. i have erased it.. perhaps it's a type of escape.. but i dun realli care.. cause i wanna to move on..
Just when i about to went back to my nightmares, you come to me... when i thought heaven is playing a joke on me, taking my heart away.. you came n return it to me..

Can i believe you?

Can i once again give my heart to you??

Memories of our past flow back.. pieces by pieces... like a jigsaw puzzle .. yet.. incomplete, as the rest of the jigsaw will be form as we face the future..

You are important to me.. even if i dun noe you in the past, i'll still fall for you now.. cause it's you..
haha... mushy.. but it's realli my heartfelt feeling..<3