I've been watching 超級星光大道.. veri interesting...
i like to watch people compete with each other, especially using whatever they can to achieve their dream.. Makes me excited and motivated.. Hopefully, I can be one of them:)
But dunnoe why i feel that the third season competitors the singing is not as good comparing the first 2..haha..
Sadz.. Cannot meet him for this week.. including weekends..
Every week.. i look forward to the weekends.. cause got him.. which makes me feel complete.. and relax..
My life is filled with anxiety, racing with time, 24hrs is not enough for me.. I need more time for him, work, studies, friends etc...
I need a break.. seriously... therefore, whenever i am with him.. it's a 'break' for me.. No need to think too much of other working stuff and fall into his embrace..
Sometimes,i feel that i should give him more.. but what can i give? He don't expect anything, yet i strangely hope that he could be more selfish.. but because he's selfless towards me, I hardly had any pressure to think about maintaining the relationship..
Disappointed that i cannot see him this weekend, but it's time for me to be more considerate..
Dear Dear.. must take care Horz:)