Cry... Cry as much as you want today... N stand up again..
It's always this case, isn't it? But this time is different, I've hurt a person, someone important..
Tears keep flowing, Mind keep floating.. what has happen to me? Y am I soo emotional? Is it the fact that I still cannot accept the way he treat friends? or is it I've seen the future?

Is it possible for 2 different worlds of people to be together? Am i thinking too far? Even if I knew it's wrong, I've skip a step or 2 already.. Before I knew it, I've acknowledge you as my hubby.. I want you to be mine. Blame my possesiveness.. You are not oblige to wait for me. Anyway, I've scared off 2 already... If you leave, I won't blame you.. I think I'm destined to scare people off.. wahahaha..

You are as free as a bird, and I'm like the bird cage.. You don't deserve this.. You deserve better.. You should fly as high as you want.. and not get tied down to me.. I don't wanna you to change, it's the same as you don't want me to change.. Things might get more tight as we continue, promises are weak.. But if I wish it to be strong and still ,and I wanna a definate answer.. Can I?
I guess I've skip lots of steps le.. I don't know how to be a girlfriend... realli... I realise.. that I don't know how to be one... All along, I wanted to be your lao po..
Sorry for all these confusion... I've lose control.. I've taken myself to be your wife, not girlfriend.. All these while..
I know you're not ready... Don't ever think of blaming yourself.. I'm asking for the impossible
So I've decided to take a rest.. sorry for my selfish decision..

When you call me your lao po.. dun know why.. I feel warm.. haha.. Maybe to me, I've another family member le.. One more person to care for, One more person to cry with.. One more person to laugh with, one more person to love..
I'm someone who will give my whole heart out.. it shouldn't be the case right?
So slowly, I've taken things for granted and took myself as your wife.. but it should not be this case right? I should be your girlfriend first...

I know I'll regret if I lose you, I'll definately would...

Please remember:
Try not to get too drench when it's raining, you'll catch a cold..

Remember to eat your meals

Remember don't get hurt, or any injuries.. you clumsy apple...

Don't drink too much coffee... it's not good for stomach... ( I know you cannot control)

Save money ok?! Don't spend it much on games...

And, delete my number... so that you won't have the urge to message and call me...

I don't know when I'll get my answers, neither do I want you to wait forever...
But I just wanna let you know: Thank you for calling me your lao po all these while.. I love you too, lao gong..