Thursday, July 31, 2008
Today.. saw xui wen and alan.... soooooooo envy...
REallli lovey dovey.... n sticky....
Haha... for me... I'm always the sticky party... n he's not the sticky type...
If i can have a small small request... I hope that he will be sticky towards me for a day... Just one day will do...heehee... holding my hands and never let go... caressing me.... hmmm... sweet talk to me... hmmmm.... that's not like him... But would somehow love to see it..
hmmm.......... what will tomorrow holds? Dunnoe... Dun wish to think much.. but can't help worrying... hope everythings gonna be ok...
Monday, July 28, 2008
tick tock... tick tock...
Dear dear... hope you are resting well...
On the other side, I'll be thinking of you...
These few days... will be tiring for you... N endless obstacles and problems for you to face ...
N perhaps you may break down n cry out loud.. you'll never know...
But, rest assure... if you just look by your side... I'll always be there.. for you. <3
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Hmmm... speechless...
Or rather.. how should I put it...
Watching One Piece.. waiting.... waiting.... N in the end, engaged... feeling like an idiot...
I should have just ignore it, shld i?
But I just thought... A small me just thought that... when you are busy on the other line... have you thought that I'm waiting for you... my friend... It's a basic thoughtfulness that counts.. cause to you, you may just simply say that I could've just go ahead and rest, right?
Maybe, I shld just change and stop picking on the 'nitty gritty' le... Cause I'm feeling like an idiot now...
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Helplessness... Is all i can say...
Is there anything I can do ?
Laugh is all i can do...
Wall... is damn high...
Unreachable... I feel distanced...
However, I understand your points... but still I cannot help it but to let the distance remain...
I hope to be there by your side... not just say say only...
I hope to ease your tension... Not just staying by the phone waiting...
I hope that I can chase your fatique away... with all I have...
With the thunderstorm outside... I'm willing to face the thunderstorm.. But would you let me be by your side?
What Can I do to shorten the distance...
Just wait and see... I'll break that wall with all I can...
In this peaceful night it seems...
Everyone is thinking and dreaming of their issues in life...
Some good, some bad...
May god shower love n guidence to the lost sheeps...
And to my dear... I'll hold your hands and never let go...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Happy... Happy...
Love is in the air~
To all couples... Have a sweet sweet day~~~
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Bitch......... wth...
today reject customer somemore...
say u neck pain... say until sooo natural that ppl around you is in awe....
Wanna act... also act properly mah....
Idiot... say cantonese in front of me to other people... saying that you wanna take MC the next day or else your salary will get deducted for rejecting customer... If brave enough talk in chinese lar... At least let me have a good laugh...
Tell my mum u nvr reject customer... you just only tell them no slot only.... You think my mum is 3 year old kid???
Yeah right... but you forget that you tell me that you dun wanna do it... Bloody hell... think of what you did first before you say those impule words......
Hav you ever tot how ppl will think of you??? They will laugh at you , stupid...
Seriously, if it's not last time... you clearly tell me that you dun wanna do body... I might clearly believe yr innocience... where got ppl go work, work half way de....
Please lar... grow up... haizx
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
有时候真得很累。。
但是，我的感情超过疲狈，所以，千万不要放弃。。
我会陪在你身边。。相信这一些会安全度过。。
| What Shir Hee Means |
 You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. |
After reading...
Can't help worrying... The first thing i did is to rang him up immediately...
Can i make it in time? In time to be by his side??
As time is ticking away... it seems that events happen too quickly...
Can someone pls save him??? Can someone pls save her??
I feel soo damn helpless... What can i do???
As he call back... I can't speak...
What i can ask is what he is doing etc...
I can't ask him... I scared I'll lose control and cry...
Cause he... is feeling painful... she... is feeling painful...
Time is ticking away...
I pray everything is ok... everything will be ok.. right?
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Outside the window still... it's drizzling...
As i type this blog... memories and pictures flooded my mind.. hoping that through my fingers .. I could rely my thoughts through words..
In this cold, lonely night... how are you?
Are you standing by the guard post, holding your rifle as the rain drops gently on you...?
In your mind, is there a girl you miss?
Behind my mind, there is.
Wrapped comfortably under my blanket... somehow, I wish to share it with you...
Especially out in this cold, wet weather...
Though you are just metres away from me... but it seems miles...
How I wish, I would have the courage to walk upfront and hug you tightly..
I miss you badly now... real bad..
Maybe this rain.. washes away the uncertainty dirt and left the pure gem sprinkling..
I love you. I miss you. I adore you. Come here.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Was listening to dear's new cover...The stars are bleeding.. lovely song..
Though these few weeks have been terrible for me n perhaps you too.. but we've endure it...
As we held hands together and go through them one by one.. and with you by my side wiping my tears, comforting me... seriously, thankx for letting me emo.. and I'm greatly amazed by your tolerance for my bad temper and unstable emotions..
Time to bring our relationship to a new height.. Feelings and thoughts anew.. and ... til that time will you stay with me?
In my world.. Like means like .. dun like means dun like.. Other complicated grey areas... I've heard of them.. I know of their existence.. but I refuse to acknowledge them.. I dun understand them.. I'll never know what is going through them...
But all I know is... in the end.. what matters most is : Do you love me? Do I love you?
Therefore to all my dearies... simplicity may be the key to happiness.. and I believe it's not that far to reach..
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Seriously, life recently fuck up a lot...( mind you, I hardly use vulgur)
Business life:
2 people can MC in a day...
1 person can resign immediately without any notice... somemore just nice after taking her salary...
1 person got fired( watever...)
got confronted by them due to change of commission scheme... which actually make no difference...
biggest worry: accidentally, my customer's back got burnt... and she's going on a holiday by this coming monday which is a few days time... wth...
Nail art... shit!!! my customer suddenly got married and wanna me do nail art!!! I long time no do liao... hate to dissapoint her... haizx:/
If one day... everyone skip work... I wun be surprised... Mind me... I'll just let u all go like that... don't push us to the limit...
School:
repeat one module...
commercial law.... ( my eng sucks)
Blog shop:
I use the wrong nick accidentally.... ( sorry sis)
NVM... this is not the worst yet... definately not the worst!!!!
life is worst before and I endure it... so... yeah.... I believe I can do it...
seriously, managing people... is really sucking... especially when women are complex and emotional creatures... who tend to use their brain to think a lot of unnecessary things(for business.. not personal life)... wth... If dun wanna work... just get loss....
