hmmm... I am Realli SLOW in understanding stuff... N when I understand, I have to admit I have a mixture of happy and sad feelings... Not till the extent of cryin, cause I guess I'm over with the crying period.
Somehow, I've walk slightly out of the circle and see a clearer picture.
I'm in love with this guy
Deeply in Love
For him, I'm willing to go to a great extent
I've tried my best... N i have no regrets for our relationship up till now...
Slowly considering the fact that our relationship might be straining, in order to avoid things getting sour, We decide to take a rest period( N I decide to see it as a break... cause it'll be better for me emotionally)
N slowly, I walk out of this circle n see a better picture...
Happy that u called n ask whether I'll wait for u...
Although I did say I'll wait... but I guess the real ans will be revealed when time goes by... maybe I will,maybe I wun... I dunnoe... same goes with u as well...
A bit sad is we have to be lovers with no communication... i guess its because of the current commitments you have...
What I wish for now is I could have a chance to go on a date with u... N do whatever I always wanted:)

But for now, I am starting to enjoy the solitude you are giving me... N perhaps, its time for me to know more frenz, enjoy my life n plan my own future:)