Dear dear...

I've been thinking for the past few months this question:
Should I give you up?

I really really dun want to give you up.

But I have to admit one thing that your friend tell me:
Your priority list do not have me now.
In fact, you do not need me now.
Maybe I am the last person you need now.

I need some strength to carry on.
My feelings towards you n the bond we have is the strength I've been holding on till now.
What should I do now? It seems like every sign every thing is telling me its time to give up ... cause you dun need me any longer...

I have to admit this cause you did tell me that I'm not in your priority list...

Maybe if I did not appear in front of you, things will be easier... all these would just disappear... You will not have to spend your time having headache over me n spend it on your assignments n music n frenz...

What should I do? What should I do?

I still love you... how?

I've been walking towards you all along... maybe I should start to stop.

I've been listening to this song:

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far