Dear dear..
A few days ago, wen wen tell me that you will not know even if I am EMO n sad...
But I tell her firmly that you know...
I dunnoe why I firmly believe that you will know... but I guess... its you know, but there's nothing you can do about it.
I know this is my one-sided thinking... please do not be disturbed by it..

Me arh... been studying the whole day yesterday...
but at the back of my head... I keep thinking about you... wondering what you are doing? are you still rushing over your assignments and what...

But I dun dare to sms-es you... cause I know that you will feel 'fan' if I sms you...
Not because of the fact I msg you, in fact I did not msg you everyday... but to you, I am a person who makes your heart and thinking messy those of person, however, this time you are really busy... you gotta shelve me aside.

I've to admit, I am sad cause you have to shelve me aside... but, this also means that I am of some importance to you... therefore, you choose to put it on pending mode instead of ending it right away. I hope I am right to think it this way.

But actually deep down, I am afraid... that I will become an unwanted presence to you...

I am hopelessly positive right? haha... Maybe because I am still in love with you ba... although I dunnoe how long my feelings can last... but I am glad that you did it this way...

Maybe you are slowly giving me up or considering to do so... but please... put me down gently... Let me continue this feeling till the day it disappear...