Evan,

If u still love me, can u treat me a little better?

Last night, I keep thinking:

How badly do you still want to be with me?
What am I exactly to you? Am I still important?

All I want is a little more commitment from you...
Can we SMS each other at least once a week?
Can we see each other once one month?
Can I go visit you in hall?
Can you let me be more involve in your life, or do you still want to get involve with me?
Evan dear... please ask these question to yrself...

You know what? I know that I am not suppose to think about you... I might have lose the right to already.

I keep thinking how to get myself involve with you, keep on tryin n tryin when ppl tell me to give up...
Keep on trying til I got myself hurt...
But then, I forget the question that is whether u wanna me to get near you or not...
Stupid right?
Although I know everytime I think of you, my heart hurts...
But you know arh... I am stupid... sometimes I forget that I'm not suppose to think about you... N I'll start to tear again...

Can I be a little closer towards you?

I feel tired... realli tired... Can this time... be your turn to walk towards me???

Are you willing to give ourselves one last chance??