I dunnoe how much trust n faith is left in your heart... but i have something to say.
I know your character and intimacy towards friends long ago...
It is known.
I also know that you have viewed cheating as a stupid way of action as you could have simply just dump another n go for another...
So I am 100% certain that you will not cheat...

N let me say a thing... My elements of shock when I hear this news is more than anything... Not anger or sadness... Cheating never come across my mind.
And before I could process anything... ( which I feel that there's nothing much to process about, things change in a rapid flow that I could bearly catch up.

Why shock? cause I trust u and I trust John. So I have this feeling I cannot describe... just call it shock.

My feelings:
John tell me your stuff...
I have exams the next day...
N on the same day... he break news to you
You feel backstab
I feel confused...
cause at the end of the day...
I do not know the details of what's going on...
Only you 3 know it best or 4 ...
I am only an outsider who receive sms n msn with a fren telling me shocking stuff... n before anything could happen... it exploded... n u r angry...

N when u called me in a pissed off tone... I am wondering ' what have I done to make you angry...'
I understand your anger... I understand you feel betrayed...
But when you say you dunnoe to believe in my words cause it'll be John lying... If I say I am not hurt... I'll be lying...
But believe me that I believe you... that's y i do not ask a single question...
I always feel that if you believe in someone ... you will...
if you dun... no matter what he says, you will always think otherwise...

Indeed... I feel unfair...Because of all these, you decide to call shots at the end of the day as singles...

Yup things are simpler... But to me... things change dramatically when I'm being pulled into the situation...

Prehaps being friends is better for both of us.
Be happy my dear. I'll be happy too. Wish you luck.