My sis ask me a question yesterday:
Why are you not sad? you just broke up isn't it?

I just smile and said ' don't know... Haha...'

'How come you can still laugh?'

'Dunnoe... haha... '

Recently, people have been thinking why am I staying positive...

Actually, the truth is: I am not... I smile because I scared I'll cry.
I laugh because I am trying to suppress my tears.
I stay happy because I scared that I would just break down...

Actually, I really feel very sad... Just that I dun want to make people around me worried...
I kept all his things away... so as not to miss him...
I dun dare to rest now... cause even as I sleep... I would dream about him...
I must keep myself occupied till I seems to forget everything...

Maybe I'm not suitable for loving someone ba...
Cause not feeling for someone is really hard...
Maybe this is just a starting phase... everything will be better...
Although things ended... but I can't help to feel its a pity... haizx..

I will strive hard!

From today on... I shall stop all my EMO-ness and look forward! That's the way it should be! You Go Girl!