Everyone have two sides...
If you ask me, what is mine:
I could only say its realli conflicting...
A part of me wanna let go and not care, just forget everything...
But a part of me wanna hold on...
This type of strugglin... generates both positive and negative thoughts...
Sometimes, i've to admit... my thoughts become very drama-rama...
And I could not tell this to anyone but to type it down in this blog...
But then, my thoughts will change.
During all this time, its hard for a girl not to keep lots of inner feelings...
not to feel insecure
Dare not think about it, and force herself to work more...
N know that 'life will still go on so just F*** it' theory...
But on the other hand, hopes that the other party will be happy...
As long as everyone lives happily, it'll be alright...

So don't be surprise if my entry become very emo a sec and happy a sec...
Cause it'll be many thoughts from different views coming in battling...
I hope that you too will understand.

I'm seriously dunnoe what I'm thinking... cause what I think and what I feel is totally different... sounds illogical right??
But it's true...