I've to admit:
I did suspect myself being a superficial being who is fake in front of people...
I waver towards people's words cause I do care how people look n think abt me
By right now,
I could not be bothered... cause its tiring.
I tried too many ways to prove that I am really who I am too much till I feel I am fake... or rather I think I am fake
I end up doin no good...
I'll just quit whatever I am doing or thinking so far.
It's time.