Today is 1st May... Labour Day...
My home as usual is rowdy, and everyone is enjoying themselves while exchanging their thoughts about food.
How r you?
I bet you must be alone at home or eating outside with your mother.
I used to invite you to my family gatherings... sometimes thinking, actually you don't have the choice of being alone or not... but somehow, your environment makes you more solitude.
I always attempt to pull you in, thinking of sharing some noisiness but at the same time happiness with you.
But then, it gave you pressure.
And you prefer solitude.
I acknowledge that.

But thinking of the past,I realise all along, I've treated you as part of my family.
To me, you are a special person.
The feeling I have for you is more than friends, more than family, more than lovers... I guess its a mix of all three ba.
Complicated eh?

I still misses you as usual.
Its wrong right? I know I should not, but I still do. Haha...
I shall immerse myself back to the reality world with loads of responsibility for me to bear.